Late night thoughts : 15th November

There is something weird feeling in my mind currently running on , dont know whether i will fall in love again , whether the person i loved back in life will be able to understand me and my emotions, but the fact currently is i am holding something, whether my emotions , my grudge , anger towards him or something which is literally stopping me to fall in love again . I try hell to be completely fine , normal, pretending that everything is okay but somehow i again feel something is missing in my life , brain, heart i dont that is my past , or any kind of my own deeds but this really seems to be very much heartbreaking and saddest one !

I really hope i also have a normal life others specially like my specially where they think about themselves, and their both the families . Offcourse i also crave fir such love abd affection and this every uuman being deserves and needs!

Hopefully i will have a beautiful life yet again everyone my friends , my cousins , the one who was with me all are settled! Hope the same will fall for me !

#jaibholenath🙏